Knots

I am feeling scared right now. My stomach is in notes, there is tension in my shoulders, my eyes are on the brim of spilling tears, my throat is closed. Yet I am merely sitting behind my desk and there is some risotto simmering downstairs.

But I think my brother has received some bad (yet deserved) news today, and I have to make a phone call that I have (undeserved) high hopes for.

It feels exactly like so much hated panic attack, yet its real fear.

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